Xiah Love

PROGRESS OF WRITING

So Bloodlust chapter 2 has been sent to my beta-reader and she's going to get it done whenever she can. She's an English major so she has a ton of other readings and papers to write so we'll all have to be patient ^^

As for Chapter 3, I've already rewrote it except for the last little bit so I'll have to go back to do that soon. Chapter 3 of the original vs chapter 3 of the rewrite are going to be HUGELY different. HUGELY!!

I have so many ideas in my head coming and going so I've been trying to write it down on post its so I don't forget later on. There is going to be more development with all the characters, some more than others but definitely our main boys will have development, 100% guarantee.

I realize rewrites are so much easier to do because the idea is there, I just need to fix it whereas new stories I need to figure out where the direction needs to go, what scenes should be there or shouldn't be there, what the scene even should be, and HOW do I go writing about that scene in an interesting way? Then after I do that, my brain is maxxed out. Any effort in trying to continue out from that point on, the writing starts to look like those fill in the blank fun sheets we got in Elementary school.
She got ____. He responded _____. THey _____. etc.

I'm also in plans of writing a Jane Foster x Thor fic. The problem is this was a request and so while I love Fosterson, I'm not so preoccupied with them that I know 100% of how their personalities are and what not. So Hannie_Rabu is going to send me some Fosterson fics to me so I can get a grasp of how Jane is (plus rewatch the Thor movies).

ALSOOO I am thinking about rewriting Women In Love (which was a Vincent Valentine x Yuffie Kisaragi). Its funny bc I actually had started on a rewrite of that story a long time ago (like 2-3 years ago) and MY COMPUTER DIED ON ME. I LOVED THE WAY I HAD REWRITTEN IT BC I was stuck at this one part of the plot/story line and had a hard time trying to figure out how to go about from there and I finally figured it out....
and now its gone
I don't remember it
my old laptop is dead (i am a killer of technology btw which is why I need to date someone who is good at tech things)
And I was soo upset when that happened that I decided to just abandon the story all together because it was just..so...disheartening. Al that hard effort for nothing....T_T
Well, after being inspired by a very rare Yuffentine fanart, I am going to back into it...SOON.
I need to find a job and sign up for advising with my adviser...good lord
IM TIRED OF BEING AN UNDERGRAD
I SHOULD HAVE GRADUATED TWO YEARS AGO BUT MENTAL ILLNESS IS A PAIN IN THE ASS TO DEAL WITH ESP WHEN YOU DONT HAVE INSURANCE AND CANT AFFORD THE MEDS OR COUNSELING T_T
I just read the chapters you uploaded to ao3 ^^ im really liking your rewrite and it's nice too see some yoosu in this sea of jaechun/homin. Anyway thank you for taking the time to rewrite this story. Reading your entry about your mental health, i feel blessed to live somewhere with quite good mental care which is covered by basic health insurance. I hope you'll feel better soon and good luck with graduating!